Bonjour mes amis!! I'll start this post (since it's my first) by explaining that I created this blog because I felt the need of taking a few things out of my chest that even if I talk about them with my best friends or my brother at times, I always omit something (sometimes I understate the feelings that I have over certain situations for example), and since I saw that a recently "obtained" friend had a blog, and used it for this purpose (among others) i thought: "why not?
Well, i'm not in what u could call the best time of my life (this sounds way worse than it actually is).. for starters my father decided to come back home (i know this is usually a good news, but for reasons i'm not gona explain now for me this isn't the case). I don't know it may be the fact that I still don't see any reasons at all (good or bad) for him leaving in the first place. It may be because I was promised a few explenations on the subject that I never got. It can also be because of the fact that no one ever told me that he was moving back in (of course i was told about the possibility of this happening but never as a fact) I didn't find out untill my mother asked me for help moving his stuff back in, don't I decerve a little warning at the very least?And of course that the call I answered 5 minutes ago , where I found out that the maid my father had in his apartment is going to come work at my house, is of no help, I mean I understand that this isn't all that bad and the woman ghas no fault of anything but I will always (unconciously) relate her to my father moving out of the house, and I believe I have the rigth to know if anyone is going to work in my house (because it's not that my parents told me it's just that i happend to answer a call from the woman asking how to get to my house)
And of course there's the typical liking a girl who happens to have a boyfriend. And it's not just that I like her is that I think she is so rigth for me it's like she is a lot like me specially in those areas that not many people I know are which (what other people consider weird of me) makes her even more special, I feel that she is like a version of me taken to the extreme.
There's also the fact that i'm not talking to the only person in my class i could really consider a FRIEND (Mati) with capital everything don't get me wrong, it's not that i am antisocial(sure i'm not the most outgoing guy ever), in fact i get allong well with everyone else in my class, it's just that all my friends happen to be in diferent classes.The truth is that he happens to be a jerk often but what's really bothering me is the fact that he usually apologizes the weekwnd after we figth, but this time he didn't. The worse part was that he is acting ofended when HE was the one who ofended me!
Well, that's all I can't think of rigth now.. but i always tend to forget somethin (i'm very destracted :P)
MERCI!to those who read it and specially those who post!:), and well even if noone reads it, it's still a good way of letting things out of my sistem ;)
